I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski




  • Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    Lele PonsLele PonsHace 15 días
    • I love you and I Respect you

      Flores EFlores EHace 5 días
    • I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

      Kaitlan GabbitasKaitlan GabbitasHace 8 días
    • I am your biges fan lele!

      Laura SchmidtLaura SchmidtHace 12 días
    • I love you lele pons

      EricEricHace 15 días
    • I love u Lele

      Jady ClovisJady ClovisHace 15 días
  • Oh my God lele, i didnt know you had this! Im so sorry, but even though. Your a strong woman, keep up the good work Girl! ❤️

    Lillyan MoatassimLillyan MoatassimHace 3 horas
  • I know what it's like,I have OCD and people should know that it's not a joke

    Mark WidenerMark WidenerHace 3 horas
  • Reilly sorry

    Stephanie OsunaStephanie OsunaHace 3 horas
  • Dont do what you dont want to do we know you want friends you dont do that to get friends you have to work for it like me you what to look cool i am sorry this happed to you lele

    Stephanie OsunaStephanie OsunaHace 3 horas
  • I am sorry this happeds to you 😔😔

    Stephanie OsunaStephanie OsunaHace 3 horas
  • I have OCD, and went to treatment for 3 months due to severity. Thank you so much so much LeLe❤️ bless your heart for posting this. I feel like I’m not alone in my struggle.

    anna gouldanna gouldHace 3 horas
  • Te admiro, tu puedes con todo se que si te tengo fe que te podrás controlar,eres una persona increíble TE AMOOOO😻

    Cristina ParraCristina ParraHace 4 horas
  • Tourette syndrome has comorbitity with OCD. Luckily, I never developed the latter.

    Dave DannerDave DannerHace 5 horas
  • We love you Lele pons

  • I also have ocd, tourette and depression. I can relate...

    Izabella OteroIzabella OteroHace 6 horas
  • Wow

    Hazel Gladys GeneralaoHazel Gladys GeneralaoHace 6 horas
  • And lele I liked and subscribed at every video I see and all the videos that I see are your videos

    yoanna mendozayoanna mendozaHace 6 horas
  • You know I’ve been watching her for a while and now that I get to actually see the real side of her I’m going to support her even more than I have been doing ~If you are a real supporter give this comment a like and let’s support her even more than what we have been ~WE LOVE YOU LELE !!!❤️❤️

    Princess MoneyPrincess MoneyHace 6 horas
  • I love le le Pons please keep making videos and boing what you love because I love and support you

    yoanna mendozayoanna mendozaHace 6 horas
  • Her ocd made her not breathe for a whole minute and if she didnt she wasnt happen oh yea i bet

    Evan RichleyEvan RichleyHace 7 horas
  • ocds a joke

    Evan RichleyEvan RichleyHace 7 horas
  • People really talk crap about u but ur amazing ur strong brave funny and just amazing don’t let those ppl get to u

    Angelina RutledgeAngelina RutledgeHace 7 horas
  • You matter it's not what's on the outside its what's on the inside and if they don't see that then just ignore them they dont matter we love you lele you expire people you opened up and we thank you for that

    Mary BenMary BenHace 7 horas
  • My god.... this girl is beautiful inside and out and she’s just so talented I don’t think I could ever compare to her ❤️

    Paris gilbertParis gilbertHace 7 horas
  • This really breaks my heart u never really know what’s going on I someone’s life so be kind spread love and positivity 💔 we all love her so much 😘❤️ stay strong 💪🏼

    Paris gilbertParis gilbertHace 7 horas
  • Girl you with get through this because my mom had ocd and she’s living a normal life some times like rarely she has it

    Lawana JordanLawana JordanHace 8 horas
  • didn’t she have one coming out on tuesday? the one with i have tourette’s? bc i thought so and i can’t find it

    juliana mendozajuliana mendozaHace 8 horas
  • We are here for u Lele your never alone when u have us and we love u for who u are❤

    Shemoya ClarkeShemoya ClarkeHace 8 horas
  • Thank you for taking the time to talk about your experience with ocd. It makes me feel like I’m not alone.

    Littlest mermaidLittlest mermaidHace 8 horas
  • The video of when she was crying/saying “just one more time” broke me

    Keely McmanusKeely McmanusHace 8 horas
  • Lele, you are a freaking warrior. Keep up the good work and moving forward. Do not give up! You are amazing!!

    Andrea ZeronAndrea ZeronHace 9 horas
  • Lele you are an incredible person you may not think you life is perfect but you don’t have to be perfect because your more than that in different ways your and amazing women that knows talent like acting I love you lele just remember you amazing

    Daritza CastilloDaritza CastilloHace 9 horas
  • I seriously didn't know what OCD was until I watch ur documentary I always thought it was when someone is very organized and neat and now I'm realizing it's bigger than that. Thank you for doing this I love you u r amazing 💜😘💜

    karizma girlkarizma girlHace 9 horas
  • You're really inspiring. I'm glad I got to see this video. I'm a fan now

    LooshkinLooshkinHace 10 horas
  • I think your amazing

    Alexis DavisAlexis DavisHace 10 horas
  • I feel so bad, I'm so sorry Lele my cousin goes thru depression and anxiety. I definitely know how hard it could be. We all love you Lele.♥️

    Ashley MoniakAshley MoniakHace 10 horas
  • Sad

    itzel lunaitzel lunaHace 10 horas
  • Toda súper poder conlleva una gran responsabilidad Lele, eres talento y por lo de enfermedad bueno hay gente que está enferma de envidia, odio , maldad . Un abrazote

    Meri PastelesMeri PastelesHace 11 horas
  • I never knew she had OCD I just watched here funny videos but then I saw this love your vids ❤️❤️❤️♥️❤️♥️

    Munch UnicookieMunch UnicookieHace 11 horas
  • 😭😭😭😭🤗

    Geronimo De pazGeronimo De pazHace 11 horas
  • Her mom is probably blind is well 😭😭😭😭😭

    Amaan SanniAmaan SanniHace 11 horas
    • no she isnt

      Tiffany LanderosTiffany LanderosHace 10 horas
  • I just want to say: thank you. I never realized how beautiful you are on the inside, Lele. You have your flaws, but you get through them. You are a great person with a great heart. Thank you so much for everything.

    Bracelet BeyondBracelet BeyondHace 11 horas
    • Bracelet Beyond stfu

      Devin ChenDevin ChenHace 11 horas
  • Eres hermosa, a veces cuando miro tus vídeos desearía tener aquella confianza con la que te muestras. El phoenix cae para revivir.

    Clara María Font MarínClara María Font MarínHace 11 horas
  • lele sorry you :c

    Ninoska ValladaresNinoska ValladaresHace 11 horas
  • I'm going through ocd I'm the daughter

    carla gomerocarla gomeroHace 11 horas
  • We never knew you were going through that. I just want to say I’ve always loved your videos

    Fire WolfFire WolfHace 12 horas
  • I respect Lel because I had that feeling,in a different way so I know how you feel.Hope you get through this.Lel pleas read this.And if this helped you feel better I will like to help more.

    Jovelyn AdolfoJovelyn AdolfoHace 12 horas
  • I have loved you since the start and i feel so bad i did not notice anything. I know i wouldnt be able to but i still feel so bad. I love you so much, you are very strong for putting this out here. ♥♥♥

    Mariam GorgadzeMariam GorgadzeHace 12 horas
  • Thank you for bringing awareness to ocd. I have it also...diagnosed at age 16. I am scared of so many things. God be with you in your journey and thanks again.

    Sam HowardSam HowardHace 12 horas
  • Lele I love you no matter what and your strong and brave don’t let anyone tell you bad you beautiful and kind and your body is strong 💪🏼 don’t listen to haters if you made it through ocd when you where small so you got this your brave😘😊♥️♥️💗💗💗💗💖💋❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😊😊😊😊😊😊💗💗💗💗😍💝💘💘💘💕💕💕💕💕

    Sophie KhanSophie KhanHace 12 horas
  • i thought you were weird 2 months ago but now i like you

    cutiecutieHace 12 horas
  • lele,you are amazing no matter what!!!!

    willow zucatiwillow zucatiHace 12 horas

    Karelyn HernandezKarelyn HernandezHace 12 horas
  • Well i steel dont give kaka about her.

    Raku ShlupRaku ShlupHace 12 horas
  • Who tf asked u to make them laugh

    Jutyar AmediJutyar AmediHace 12 horas
  • Yo aveces como estoy mirando un video y como que pienso en otra cosa pero después me doy cuenta que ya me desconcentre y creo que tengo un poco de difícil de atención

    Meli ZMeli ZHace 13 horas
  • 👍🏼

    Tucker DanielsTucker DanielsHace 13 horas
  • dont worry lele we love you so much ,yours fans(including me), ur family and friends we all will NOT judge u for it have a wonderful day and year and always keep ur head up we LOVE YOU LELE

    kyla hugheskyla hughesHace 13 horas
  • We are hear to support you lele,you can do it... estamos todos te apoiando. Você faz meus dias melhores quando vejo seus videos...(you make my days better when i see your videos)😍😍😘

    Ana AbreuAna AbreuHace 13 horas
  • I know exactly how you feel. I deal with it too;)

    Kennedy's Test Kitchen HDKennedy's Test Kitchen HDHace 14 horas
  • Wow, thankyou for educating all of us on this... you are amazing!

    Janneke MarechalJanneke MarechalHace 14 horas
  • I love you lele I have ocd I know how it feels like

    Ella AlveyElla AlveyHace 14 horas
  • You were so nice and I would never do anything to you don’t let them anybody bother you at your school or anything

    Stacy DodsonStacy DodsonHace 14 horas
  • Todos tus suscriptores te apoyan siempre podras contar con nosotros, es muy valiente de tu parte decir esto eres toda una guerrera y te admiro mucho te amo Lele 💝❤🙏🙌

    Damaris MartinezDamaris MartinezHace 14 horas
  • I never knew you had Tourette’s!

    「Kokoa Wolf」「Kokoa Wolf」Hace 15 horas
  • I’m so sorry for you Lele!! This is probably such a big struggle for you, I’ve definitely made assumptions about you that I shouldn’t have and I’m so sorry. 💕❤️

    Monica LuceroMonica LuceroHace 15 horas
  • This is my first time watching this and I never knew that Lele had OCD she is always happy on her videos but for all the haters just go away I don't feel bad for her because she can overcome anything she's a strong person and she can do anything she put her mind to I love lele

    Paris GreenParis GreenHace 15 horas
  • You are one strong gal!!!!! I wish you all the happiness and success ♥

    Sanskritiii_Sanskritiii_Hace 15 horas
  • ❤️ 💞 you are still the best anyway every time i go to ig i will always search you ,,i enjoy watching your video🥰

    chin chinzahchin chinzahHace 16 horas
  • Where is the New one E3?????

    Dani TihomirovaDani TihomirovaHace 16 horas
  • I dont think you've heard this enough but a few years ago I genuinly enjoyed your content. I would watch your videos everyday. I grew out of it now, but I'm glad you're still here doing what you love.

    GwenneGwenneHace 16 horas
  • Sorry...

    Love is definetly not in the airLove is definetly not in the airHace 16 horas
  • I feel really bad for you Lele.. my father suffers with OCD and it’s crazy and he gets upset when something is out of place. I also had OCD but it wasn’t that bad but watching this made me tear up cause we kinda go through the same things..

    _kxydyn__kxydyn_Hace 16 horas
  • I love you lele from ksa 🥺😭

    Samorah ملكة امSamorah ملكة امHace 16 horas
  • I love you ❤️ You are very strong for talking about this. I love your content and I love you. You are really Brave. ❤️❤️

    Vanessa LopezVanessa LopezHace 17 horas
  • The best thing for ocd is less / no junk food and more healthy fruit and veg. Anafranil meds can be of use for some people,via their doctor.

    BMBMHace 17 horas
    • Your beautiful ❤️❤️

      vbddfy euuytvbddfy euuytHace 17 horas
  • This is great that you are doing this cause I actually struggle with Tourette’s, OCD, depression, and ADHD so now because of you I realize that I am not alone so Thank you 🙏 ❤️

    Alannah NoleAlannah NoleHace 17 horas
    • I love that she’s doing this but hopefully the episodes are free ❤️

      vbddfy euuytvbddfy euuytHace 17 horas
  • Be strong lele we still love you stay strong 💖💖❤😍😘

    Ashinae JohnsonAshinae JohnsonHace 17 horas
  • Where is the 3rd episode

    Heather NicholeHeather NicholeHace 18 horas
  • I'm sorry I love u stay strong we love u lele

    Leea SchiopuLeea SchiopuHace 18 horas
  • I have OCD as well I cry 1-2 hours a day 😢

    Gabriella - I do random vids xDGabriella - I do random vids xDHace 18 horas
  • I 💝🤍💗u I hope you can have a good day

    Mai Nhia XiongMai Nhia XiongHace 19 horas

    LamasversatilLamasversatilHace 19 horas
  • I love you lele

    Ann-Sapphire RosefortAnn-Sapphire RosefortHace 19 horas